Friday

sunny day, freezing night

lots of moving parts in my life currently.. every day I wake up feeling like Bilbo. "i feel thin. like butter scraped over too much bread" but on the other hand I feel like I got nothing to do and I waste my time. 

Had bad luck with public transport the other day, but eh.. lets just say I donated 7$ and be done with it.

Had a nice easter dinner with the family... mom is kinda bugging me about my breakup a little too much.. like she always tries to tell me that she wants to call my ex and talk her into getting together again.. as if that would help... like.. ya...

what else.. was at my therapist again for my foot injury.. we are like 95% where i should be.. so nice. but also new exercises come with pain.. so my chronic pain.. which i have since my injury, got worse.. which .. well.. sucks...

I've gotten back into doing a bit more strengh training instead of only walks.. sooo having majorly sore muscles currently even tho i went very easy for my 1st strengh based workout since october.

i've been having a few setbacks.. despite living much healthier than I did over the last few years, I gained 7kg again.. but this year i am actually determined to reach my goal weight.. i mean i'm not in the worst shape possible, and I am quite active, but I wanna get below 110 and if I'm being honest I want to get to like 95-100 kg. 

having a night shift today.. HEH or tonight rather.. today will be a chill day after work.. sleep, eat, train.. bit of gaming.. and then sleep..

saturday will be a busy day.. meeting with my best friend for brunch, rehersal right after and then off to bed early bcs i have a horror week ahead of me.. lots of work and lots of practice.. and then more work right after the musical... (see last entry) 

cant wait ... april doesnt look fun atall... sigh... 

I also started implementing some stretching/yoga into my routine... I never know if having daily to dos helps with not being stressed, or stress me out even more bcs I do like task after task after task... who knows...

it's gonna be one speed...... mine