Situation: Want to save money while being fair to Hershey my cat and stay in my location 15 min or less to my Sir. My spiritual team says I need to be above ground and underground parking will help me feel safer.
Option 1: Ideal location, upper floor, hardwood floors (ideal when I have a senior cat), underground parking available, very affordable BUT faces South to a business building at the back of the complex with no nature for Hershey. Also, no elevator with 16 steps (moving would be less than ideal)
Best feature: hardwood floors/price
Could be gone any minute.
Option 2: 10 min further out from everything, upper floor, ugly and thick carpet throughout, still affordable, underground parking available, faces NW with a balcony with a tree for Hershey.
Best feature: balcony with a tree for Hershey
Could move in any time in June.
I’ve ruled out a lot because of:
first floor with no privacy
hidden fees with resulting high costs
not in location
smelt like urine
reaction from mold when touring
constant noise like airplanes or train sounds
lack of space
I worry Hershey would be unhappy with option 1…but as a person that works remotely, I worry that the ONLY reason I’d be choosing option 2 is because of the balcony for him. There has to be a wild card option I’m not seeing, but am running out of time.
Sir came home today and we spend quality time together. He appreciated all I did for his home and kitty and we shared a meal outside and were intimate. I wonder when he’ll allow me to trim my hair. He loves it long, but I worry about the split ends. He jokes and says never. I told him I worried that he only kept me around for the physical stuff, and he again joked and asked how long we should take sex off the table. Maybe I really am enough? Maybe I’m not always a burden like I feel? Maybe things are okay?
Last summer was quite different being in a situationship with a man with a motorcycle and pool. Sure it was entertaining and we were friends, but I felt so empty afterwards. And my guy friends I did most of my other activities with had blurry boundaries with me. So this is healthier-and I’m find being monogamous. I just hope my Sir has the time and energy and desire to go on adventures with me too.
Positives:
Seeing the baby geese with their parents relaxing in the shade
Sir letting me talk through things and appreciating the chocolate milk I got him as a treat
Following through with working out
Sir’s kitty licking and biting my elbow for attention
Hearing “good girl” twice.
love
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