Man I dont know anymore.. my thoughts are all over the place. the one minute I am .. well I dont wanna say happy, but I have good thoughts.
The other minute I am kinda overwhelmed with being sad, self doubt and just wanting to cry.. back again to feeling worthless and lonely. unable to be with someone and be happy... I was alone for a couple of years prior to dating my ex, and I was kinda used to being alone.. she seemed the perfect fit.. and after those few months I am not even sure if I would take her back if she wanted to...
sigh
in other news. my parents flew to egypt for vacation.. dunno what to make of that TBH. I hope that they'll come back healthy and on scedeuled flight.
I know 6 ppl that are stuck in Doha und Dubai ATM.... man...
man..
what a world...
yesterday I had blood taken and had a bit of a slow day other than that.. much needed slowness.. but I cant wait to get back into the action..
later today we'll have company dinner.. gonna get some nice food *drool*
but its gonna be a short night.. since I gotta work tomorrow again.. welp... what can ya do.. its only one night.
They say most of your brain shuts down in cryosleep
man i need cryosleep
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