Friday
snow
what is this? who am I? this is my blog, my diary. I'll write in here if I happen to have something to share. Feel free to discuss or comment. to me you are the readers. I do not seek any recoginition. or fame. I'm a random guy from a random place. No one fameous. not a gifted writer or thinker. Just a guy living life. Struggling... sometimes more, sometimes less.
I dont quite know why I want to do this, but the idea of a public diary seemed nice. But who cares. Probably no one.
Who cares, that I slept poorly today? tbh I must say.. I am one of the few individuals thats blessed with little to no troubles when it comes to sleeping. Yet still.. a few times per year, I struggle falling asleep. You just exist in this weird limbo. half awake, half asleep.
also.. there will be errors, typos and so on. I'm ever so slightly dyslexic, and not a native english speaker.. so make of that what you will.
mind is racing sometimes..making it hard to fall asleep. have you ever, dear reader find yourself wondering how you made it thusfar? It feels like yesterday I had zero responsibilities and now I cant seem to escape obligations. being an adult is scary sometimes.. it's the things no one tells you about, you're supposed to figure it out. yet sometimes, I believe, no one has actually figured it out. everyone is just trying to make it through the day.
I do not know how far I will dive into some topics. obviously there is a lot I could say about politics n stuff. I certainly have a lot to say.. but I dont know how often I will.. in short. I'm not a fan of the current situation that we are heading to. a lot of war, a lot of hate, division. not a good way forward in my oppinion. everyone should get together and figure it out. but thats -- probably -- very delusional. it's this weird thing. where I dont want it to ruin my day, or impact my lifes choices.. but how can I ignore that we are ruining our planet and that rich get richer and no one seems to actually care. and make things better.
also I'm a fan of the character riddick. so I will sometimes throw some quotes in here..
I actually planned on writing in "themed speech" but I am way too dumb for that.. and I dont want to copy paste this whole text into AI and tell it to "write this text as if it was riddick".. so ya..(most ppl will already hate me for my AI created avatar so lets at least write the text ourselves right?..) I wanna throw in some quotes or some inspired lines at the end. I'll do what feels nice.
on this note.. dear readers, this was my first entry.
on this very snow, tired day. a good day (?) we shall see.
They say... hope begins in the dark.
But most just flail around in the blackness searching for their destiny.
this entry was written on 20th of febuary. I will post the old entries in the next few hours/days
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