Things on my mind Thursday, November 11, 2004 in scarlet_dragon

So I didn't really do too much today ...I like awoke at like 11 in the afternoon and just layed there and then I woke up at like 2:45 and I'm like yea I need to get up so...I got up and did pretty much nothing while I was waiting for mom to get home b/c we were going to eat at Rockney's with the family and so we got there and there was a lot of people there but we only waited for about 5 mins before we got seated.I got grilled chicken tenders and like tons of fries my grandpa got a salad and when they sat it there he just sat there and we were all like umm are you ok and he wouldn't say n-e thing it looked like he was going to throw up all over the place so he went to the bathroom and was gone for like 20 mins but I don't think he threw up..he just sat there and didn't eat one bite of his food....we were all like ok....I'll tell you what seeing both of my grandparents in such poor shape makes me feel bad and never want to get old.Sigh.. I just talked to Kris for like 20 mins and he was telling me how pissed off he got at Mike his friend who is moving into the apartment.I guess Mike called up Kris today and was like are you working and Kris was like yea and then the next question Mike asked was I'm have Chris and Amber came to pick up their stuff which is all in the room mike is moving into and Kris was like no ,,,,and Mike was like well I'm moving in on Sat so he's going to put his shit into the room that already has shit in it and Kris isn't going to be there and Mike was like well you can just leave a key.And Kris is sorta starting to wonder how things are and I"m like ...well I dunno I wasn't too keen on it but i don't have a choice b/c I don't have the money to pay the 200.00 rent there...and Kris did say that we don't really know how it's going to be between them I'm just worried that Kris and I will never have a min alone b/c mike will be there 24/7 and don't get me wrong I love the boy to death but when you need time alone you need time alone and now if I were to stay there like it would be weird between me and Mike i dunno I guess we'll just have to see how it goes.I also worried about Mike using all the kitchen stuff I baught for me and Kris it may sound selfish but that's how I feel...and the fact that mike has a lot of shit and no where to put it in this apartment.I also asked Kris where mike was going to go when the least is up in about May and he's like well we had planned to buy a house together he's like but if I'm able to afford house payments by myself then I'll buy the house.I dunnoo....just got a lot of stuff to think about right now...I'm going to get going I'll ttyl