idk i hate doing titles in My Ups and Downs Recorded.

I find it difficult to write on days that I am with Jenny.

I am getting used to, comfortable with, even excited about the idea of family with Jenny. I am used to Gavin. The only thing is the baby. But even the baby i am starting to be ok with.

Either way I am gonna not let myself get overly attached to a child that ain’t mine. It may seem hard to do. But not for me. I only let the people I choose to Into my heart.

Otherwise life is good. Meditation has become one of my most important things for me.