Well the end to a Great Day.....GRRRrrr Sunday, October 17, 2004 in scarlet_dragon

I just read that everyone's diary entires won't be restored ...which sucks ass ...I'm sooo angry that someone would do that...I had over like 60 or 70 entires gone one's that I had spent hours writting about my vacation to Cancun and everything and I really don't have the engry to write it all back on here again...I just don't have the strenght to do n-e right now Sweetest Day sucked I had thought Kris would have planned something but no nothing I didn't even get to see him i talked to him on the phone for 2 hours and was like I would like u to come down but I guess I'm not that big of an importance to him b/c he didn't want to drive down here a stupid half hour b/c he was tired and had drivven all week well thanks and then he's like if i come down what are we going to do and I'm like why do we have to have a plan of something to do for you to see me...???He's like well we do and the only things he ever suggest we go do are eat,see a movie lazer tag or bowling wow excitment in my life.So I was pissed then and was like well you could come down and we could return ur gifts that I got u and he was like you got me something??I'm like yea I thought we were going to spend the day together...well if that wasn't enuff mom came home earlier in the day and noticed i was sorta upset/pissed/bumed out so we went to eat and we were sitting there and Kris called of course right when the pizza was there so I called him back and he's like well I'm on the way to the apartment and I was like are you coming down and he's like I dunno call me back after ur done ...well I was pissed off then and my mom being great as she is freaking like stuck a knife in my back and def kicked me while i was down saying you guys just don't seem to have fun n-e more...(which we get along but it's never when we're in front of my mom) but it's none of her fucking business n-e ways but then she's like I think it's like when you guys were in HS ..b/c Kris and i would argue like this in HS .I've just been having one of those days I guess and having everyone on my case and then Kris def not caring to even see me on Sweetest Day just hasn't been making me feel too good!!!