Update from the 11th Saturday, June 12, 2004 in scarlet_dragon

So I said I would write about what else I did with my mom when she came home from work....well we went to dinner at the same place we go every Friday when I'm around it's called Heggy's its the best they serve like burgers and fries.They make the best fries b/c they put butter on them I know that sounds werid but it taste sooo good so then after dinner my mom and I went to Jo-Ann's of course and we walked around for like an hour or so I ended up with some more beads like usual when I go there lol and then I got some magazine on beading and one on scrapbooking and then we went to Drug Mart cuz I wanted some chocolate the whole PMS thing you know laughing one min and then in tears 10 seconds later....I hate that Kris doesn't paticually like my this way either and I can't blame him cuz he never know if i'll bite of his head or jump him or be crying I can't help it but n-e ways I got my Hershey's cookies and chocolate candy bar yumm they are good their a limited edition so of course I would have to get addicted to them b/c they will only be around for a short time...o well then we came home and I was trying to get my room together which I haven't done a very good job and I'm leaving again in a day so I don't want to leave my room a mess....ahhh I guess I'll do that tomorrow don't let me put it off another week lol i always have some sort of excuse o well...man i'm in tears again i don't really know why this time i just seem to burst into tears I guess I was thinking about Kris and how mean his so -called friends are to him the other day they stopped over at the apartment and it was hot so Kris had his shirt off and I will admit Kris isnt ripped but it doens't really bother me at all how his body is he makes up for it but i love him no matter if he's 100 pounds or 300 it doensn't matter but his one friend was all like hey there go put a shirt on and kris ran into his room and shut the door to put a shirt on and I wanted to just tell the fucking kid off like what the fuck are you doing??You supposto be his friend some friend...then late they came back and they stopped at Wendy's and got frosty's and they got one for me but not for Kris I'm like uhh thanks I really didn't want it so I just put it in the freezer but it's like WTF are you guys doing and Kris has told me in the past that his childhood was hell b/c kids would always make fun of him and it just pisses me off that people treat other people like that and his friends are like fucking 20 and 23 and it's like grow up you assholes and treat people with respect.... and Kris has always just stood there and taken it,I don't know how he does it but I know if my friends were like that to me it would tear me up inside....I just want to let Kris know even thought he doesn't read my diary that I love you no matter what and I may kid and joke around with you about things but I am serious and I would never do n-e thing to hurt you and I will rip off all your so-called friends balls that make fun of you and shove them down their throats so they will never make fun of you and everyone will make fun of them for not having n-e balls b/c that's really what it's like to make fun of a friend to make ur self look better assholes!!Get a fucking life!