Again I have managed to work myself into such a frenzy that it’s hard for me to accomplish anything!!! Today has been meeting after meeting! If it wasn’t for the fact that one of my meetings got canceled at the last minute, I wouldn’t have two seconds to sit and rest and write a quick entry. I like writing entries because they kinda look like I’m doing something work-like, yet I’m actually sitting here trying to calm my nerves!!
I had a meeting with Boss this afternoon, and I had to go over some artwork that I’d just worked on with a vendor earlier that morning. Well, when the vendor left, they took all of the stuff that we’d been working on! So when it was time for me to show Boss the work that we’d done….nothing!! Oops!! And I looked like such a frigging idiot! I was truly embarrassed! Luckily, Boss was kind enough to let it go. Boss told me that I could show her the stuff later in the day when my vendor brought the artwork back.
I’m telling you, Boss is the reason that I got my last promotion, and I’m trying so hard to live up to it. Boss actually got me a….THIRTY-FIVE PERCENT RAISE!!! Nobody, and I mean nobody gets a 35% raise…especially not in these times!!!!!!!
So maybe now you can see why I’m trying so hard to live up to the standards that Boss obviously feels that I can achieve. And maybe now you can see why I freak out when I pull dipshit moves like “losing” very important artwork! Sure, it was my vendor who took the stuff, but it’s my friggin’ responsibility!!!
I know, I know…I’ve simply got to relax!! Getting all nervous is a sure way to screw things up!!
I’ve got to figure out a healthy way to relax. I brought my work-out clothes to work with me so that I could go to the gym after work, but I don’t know if I’m feeling up to it. My throat is killing me and I’m coming down with something. The stress bug or something!!
Well, I better run for now…stuff to do!!
Ciao!
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