Ugh. So Paul did go to Renees party last Sunday. He just mentioned it to me on the phone as he was telling me that he couldnt go out tonight. Not sure how to feel about it, as he mentioned it to me very casually as if EVERYONE knew about it anyway. Ya know? Well whatever.
Maybe she wants him back? Maybe hes wavering? Maybe Im just completely paranoid and suspicious. And its much too early for any kind of suspicion anyway. And I really have turned into a complete retard about it. Whos the childish one now?
Im backing off. Waaaay off. I never really wanted him anyway, now did I?
Feeling kind of losery tonight.
I have nothing to write anymore.
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