I cast my vote this morning. I cant say that Im 100% sure about it, but I would have to say that I think we need a change I hope this all works out okay. Im nervous and have been having nightmares about the state of our country and the world. I hope the US makes the right decision. Thats about all I can do at this point. Hope.
Thanks to everyone for the birthday wishes. That was nice. I know Im not really middle-aged. I certainly dont feel like it anyway. But Im still very unhappy with certain things in my life and getting another year older is not helping the situation.
I feel weird. Its like a strange combination of anxiousness, unsettledness and loneliness. Im borderline bitter. Yet so amazingly hopeful. Its confusing and probably foolish, but I cant help feeling a million things at a time. And yet nothing?
Ive been having a hard time writing because I feel like Im not making any progress lately. Its all the same shit. Weeks go by. I travel. Guys float in and out of my life. I work late to get ready for presentations. I sometimes spend my free evenings drinking or eating or smoking my sorrows away. Then I try to make up for it by working out extra hard.
I am getting nowhere. I guess its frustration.
Perhaps its inventory time again? Perhaps.
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