Discarded in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)

  • June 14, 2005, midnight
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So, the building’s going condo, and I’d gotten a letter before I left for NYC stating that the storage lockers in the dungeon were going to need to be cleared out to make room for some more construction. I’d forgotten all about it until I came across the letter again tonight. I was so freaked out at the thought of someone cutting the locks to my (2) storage units and going through my crap. My hand-written journals are in there! All of the love letters I’ve ever gotten are stored down there! The photos! The memories! All the good stuff!

My heart was in my throat as the elevator creaked down to the basement. I just knew it was going to be strewn about, and as I’ve been on such a crying jag lately, I was mentally preparing myself for more waterworks.

But when the doors opened to the dank, musty coolness of the underground and I walked through the maze of storage units with the doors unhinged and the mostly empty units, I was relieved to find my spaces still locked up with everything neatly piled just as I’d left it right after Christmas when I boxed up my little fake tree and the lights and the wreaths.

My stuff was still safe since I’d clearly marked my spots and they know I’m planning to buy my unit (um, yeah).

Still, I couldn’t help but wonder if the other folks had purposely left all of their most intimate secrets behind in a rush, because everywhere I looked there were boxes and half-opened cages and bookshelves and crates and opened containers that were strewn from one end of the place to the other.

And not that I’m a complete and utter snoop, but I just couldn’t help myself, what being all alone amidst so much…stuff!

Here’s a small sampling of the treasures left behind:

  • Files upon files upon files of paperwork: tax information, paycheck stubs, used checkbooks, phone bills, cable bills, pizza coupons, receipts, etc.
  • Shopping lists
  • A Junior High yearbook complete with a note in the back from some random girl passively-aggressively trying to get the owner of the book to break up with his girlfriend
  • The contents of a playa’s nightstand: dozens of girls’ phone numbers written on napkins and matchbook covers, sticky notes with “I love you” written on them, Polaroids of a guy flexing his muscles (one front, one back), Condoms, empty bottle of Zovirax, comic books, batteries
  • Maxipads (several of them, thankfully still wrapped in the plastic wrapper)
  • DUI paperwork for someone who used to live in my loft (freaky!)
  • Concert ticket stubs (dozens and dozens of them). Hippy concerts, mostly. Jam bands and such.
  • Random photographs of children and grandparents and friends and lovers. It’s always so weird to see total strangers’ photos.
  • The most amazing sketch of a woman sitting under a tree. Her face crystal clear and beautiful, the rest like a dream all around her
  • Childcare books
  • Letters, birthday cards
  • Journal entries torn out of a book. I read a little—the requisite my-life-is-shitty stuff.
  • Maps of Tennessee and Kentucky
  • A letterman jacket from the 60s. [note: I’m snagging this if nobody else claims it within the next couple of weeks]
  • Piles and piles of clothes
  • Home-made cassette compilations
  • Mattresses and broken shelving units
  • Christmas decorations of all shapes and sizes
  • A filebox filled with the files of people in some kind of therapy and looking for employment
  • At least four dirty teddy bears

    The list goes on and on and on and on. I could have stayed down there all night, but then I started feeling a little creepy. I was just fascinated by my impromptu archeological dig. But who would purposely leave so much of themselves behind like that? I understand leaving in a hurry, but I’d never leave all of my financial stuff, my photos AND my diaries in the basement of an old building…let alone my teddy bear!


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