Still counting.
71. Ive always struggled with alcohol. Ever since my mid-teens. I dont know why I sometimes get the urge to get drunk, but its just there. Coming from a family with two parents who dont drink (not teetotalers, but I can count the number of times Ive seen them drink on both hands, collectively). It seems like every couple of years I have to chill out on the booze. I guess its just that time. Strange thing is, I barely and rarely drink when Im in a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship.
72. It has been well over five years since Ive been in a relationship.
73. I will be even more of a traveling freak in this new job than I was in the past. That doesnt bode well for the relationship idea. There are just not that many people who will tolerate that right from the start. I sometime pray that I will meet a tolerant fool.
74. I know Im lovableI just dont make it easy.
75. While I still hate flying, I love getting to the destination. Some of my greatest moments of relief and joy have come from the plane touching down on the ground.
76. I do not miss the Great Midwest.
77. I do miss having someone to miss.
78. I havent cried in a long time. I cant remember the last time I had one of those heaving, tear-soaked, soul-cleansing episodes. Im always relieved afterwards. I guess Im just stuck.
79. I dont know if I will ever have children, but the urge to adopt is much stronger than my urge to procreate.
80. I am very, very, very, very, very, very lonely.
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