I am in a state of utter turmoil and confusion. So much so that this is going to be a vomit on the page, plain and simple.
Ive fallen for mini-RAD #2fast, hard, and furiously. Are you surprised its not Organic Man? Yeah. Me too. If you recall, MR#2s name is Bryan. Hes the eyeball monitor (remember, he was trying to judge how into him I was by looking at my pupils and he wore the big blazer?).
Let me tell you how its progressed:
Date #2: We met at another bar in the same neighborhood as the last date. I was late and he was kinda pissy, so I hissed back at him when he gave me shit about being so late. Once we both got over that, I took a good, hard look at him. He was casually dressed this time and I loved what I saw (NOT a big blazer!). He has rugged fashion model looks (bald, piercing hazel eyes, extreme dimples, amazing physique), and was dressed in jeans and a nice long-sleeve tee. Yum. We had great conversation, excellent drinks, and a delicious kiss in the end.
Date #3: Dinner at his place. A friend warned me that he was going to try to get in my pants hah I fooled him! I wore a DRESS!!! He made me the most spectacular stir-fry, I got drunk, and crashed at his place. No sex, but it wasnt easy saying no seeing as I only had two pieces of clothing on and one was half-off for a good portion of the night.
Date #4: Again, at his place. Again, I spent the night. Again, no sex.
Date #5: His place. Sex. Sex. Sex. Sex. Skinny dipping. Shower. Spectacular Sex.
Date #6: The whole entire weekend with him. More sex than Ive ever had in my life. Plus, as a bonus: the getting-to-know-you conversations, shopping, dining, and drinking together, getting to know his friends (mine seemed to all be out of town), laughingfull-on and heartily.
Date #7: Met his brother and sister-in-law. Mind-blowing sex. All. Night. Long. Not too shabby for a Monday night, eh? You should have seen me yesterdayrunning on fumes and walking funny.
Oh sure, weve already started to have our ups and downs (hence the last entry titled False Alarm), but so far weve talked our way through some of our respective control and intimacy issues.
STILL
The fire is so intense right now, Im coming unglued.
I have butterflies that have morphed into that stampede of elephantsan exciting (and terrifying) feeling.
The red flags seem to be flying every which way, but I want to make sure that they are legitimate before I go running the other direction.
Ill update when I can Im seeing him again tonight his first time at MY PLACE!!
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