Oh boy. More drama last night. I swear, if I make it out alive I will be the strongest woman on earth. Dont really need to get into it. Things are okay now were still talking and talking and talking (thank goodness!), but Ive put a call into the couples therapist wed been seeing before. Its like we need emergency relationship surgery or something.
Sometimes I do agree with CNs note that it shouldnt be this hard, but for some reason, I feel like theres something rewarding that will happen if we both stick this out. Its a gut feeling. I cant explain it, and it sometimes frustrates me that I cant and dont just tell him to get the eff out, but againsomething is keeping us together, and Ive never been one to stick things out, and I really want to try this time. In the end, if it doesnt work out, neither one of us will be able to say we didnt try.
And just think how happily amazed and satisfied well be when we do scale this mountain.

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