In case I get the wishbone!!!
I wish…
…that I could wake up every day like today (like I have done the past few days): naturally! To see the mist start to rise, unfolding into an amazing sunrise with all of its colors and hopes and dreams, and to hold that sunrise in my heart all day long.
…that the very beginnings of my meditation exercises will bloom into something that will be a helpful tool in my life. And that it helps me to become a better person–little by little
…that I will learn to become a special person in the lives of my fiance’s children. I know I will never, ever come close to being their mother, nor would I want or pretend to be. But I would like to start by learning more of their language. Grrrr’s son has a little “crush” on me and always asks to “talk” to me whenever I’m around. Its so hard not being able to know how to even talk to them! I want to start there. By the way, you have no idea how flattered I am that Grrr’s son is into me. His daughter was fascinated by me when they came to visit, and I’d like to get some of that interest back from her. This is soooooo hard. I wish and I wish and I wish on this one.
…that I can continue to watch the alcohol intake. I’ve been really good with the help of Grrrr, but I know he won’t always be there to do his hovering (which I appreciate with all my heart!). I need to check myself each and every time. It’s important to me. I would like to keep my relationships and actually make them stronger. I realize now that I was tearing each and every one of them down.
…that I will be a good daughter to my parents as they get older. I don’t see them as often as I should now that I’m part of a couple. They only live an hour away and I used to see them just about every other week, and now we don’t see each other so often. I know that they’ve backed off, but I miss them and I want them to know it. I will tell them today.
…that my hair could always be as shiny and healthy looking as the day it does when I get a cut and style (pix to follow in a faves-only entry!)
…that I could give myself more time to pamper myself–like the massage I had yesterday. How centering and self-indulgent, yet it makes me feel so good about the world around me. Even if things are falling apart. I want to do good–my part. I want to give more of myself when I give more TO myself.
…that I write more in this diary even after NoJoMoHoHoHo! It helps. It really does.
…that I figure out how to use this i-photo thing for more than just playing with pix (even though I LOVE this one!!) and that everyone has a little color added to their lives:
…that everyone has a wonderful Thanksgiving!
Time to wake Grrrrr with coffee and to turn on the parade. I love Thanksgiving!!
Loading comments...