Bang, Bang in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)

  • May 2, 2008, midnight
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  • Yesterday marked 1-year engagement anniversary. Got in a dumb tiff (not surprised, it’d been well over 2 weeks…we were due).
  • Felt super sexy yesterday…must’ve oozed from my pores. Sex appeal worked on almost every guy who crossed my path. Wonder why it didn’t work for TFMS?
  • OK today. Can’t have ups without downs. I feel in the middle today. To quote several ODers lately, “meh”.
  • Finally talked to lawyer about prenup. He said we don’t need one (various reasons…). I’m inclined to agree. Just nervous, but that’s norm for me. Had discussion with TFMS about it. I see how he is with his X and actually feel pretty OK about all.
  • 98 days until the wedding.
  • Want to lose 5 lbs. before Big Day.
  • Having psycho-somatic pregnancy symptoms. Would not bode well for weight loss.
  • Have decided to keep the wedding garb simple and go without necklace (thanks for all advice!). Will probably wear necklace at rehearsal dinner. Along with 1st pair of shoes I haven’t yet returned.
  • BPP was a dick to me yesterday. Then tried to get me to go drinking with her last night. Told her no. Sometimes hate her forgetful alcoholic ass.
  • Gossiped mercilessly with Boss yesterday. Then felt guilty.
  • Found out a guy I worked with last year (who was fired from the company) committed suicide recently. *shudder*
  • BPP just walked into my office unexpectedly. Clicked away just in time!
  • Annoyed today. Need a distraction.
  • Have 500 miles logged on my Nike+…time for new sneaks!
  • Want a new wardrobe. Need new jeans (I did just buy some new denim wide leg trousers—so great! But the top I bought to wear with it was from Forever XXI—cute fitted shirt with ditsy floral print—and it fell apart after wear #2, so I had to throw it away), need new tops, need new shoes. All the shapes have shifted this Spring!! Need NEWNESS!!
  • How can I buy new stuff when it costs $62.00 to fill my gas tank??! Every week?!
  • PLUS, the tollway costs over $80/month—just to drive to work!!
  • PLUS, we will have 2 kids who need new wardrobes in a couple of months (not to mention food and entertainment)!
  • PLUS…a wedding??!!!
  • Time to go through closet and recycle/repurpose what I can and take a load to consignment store and another load to Goodwill.
  • Gotta go…lunch with my friend Marci!


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