List of Complications in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)

  • Sept. 11, 2008, midnight
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You knew it would get complicated, didn’t you. DIDN’T YOU??!! Why didn’t you TELLL MEEE???

(oh, right.)

So much going on. So very, very much.

I owe you the following things:

  • What’s happening with EXMS. Bottom line, he wants to come back. He’s been “out there” and has decided that he misses me. Guess what, buddy? You can’t just pop in and out of my life as you please. It is really messing with my healing. I need to write at length about this.
  • What’s happening with TMG. We’re still friends, but he’s been trying to push things along by telling me that he’s met “someone”. In a way, it stung a little bit. And it surprised me. I was so used to all this amazing attention. But I just couldn’t bring myself to take it any further. And it’s certainly his right to find someone who will give him what he wants. More on this to follow.
  • I have a new neighbor. He is muy good-looking and more than a little dangerous. The story of how we met is very, very cool. And I thought that this might be a fun way to rebound in a way. But of course, nothing in my life is smooth right now. Why would I expect this to be any different? Still, it will make for a GREAT Rate-A-Date entry!
  • Getting ready for another business trip in Europe. Nothing really exciting planned…the usual. Will be gone for 10 days, starting on the 17th, and hope to be better at updating than I have been in recent weeks. These will probably be public entries.
  • Also getting excited about the trip I’m taking with [Charmingly Neurotic] to Costa Rica over Thanksgiving.
  • Was in NY until yesterday. [CN] invited me to this cool movie premiere on Tuesday night. Movie was cringe-worthy throughout, much like watching a car crash…though I was riveted. She took me to the after-party, too, and that was fun. Roberto Cavalli has a vodka, did you know? Got a little buzz, but we both wanted to go home early, so we shared a taxi back to my hotel where she dropped me off. I bummed a smoke from these guys outside my hotel, and THAT’S when the night got completely derailed. This will be ANOTHER entry (if I can get it out)!
  • Not that you give a shit, but I do…my weight is fluxuating (sp?) wildly, and I MUST get myself back on track. Also, my eye is still twitching like a crazy person’s. I’m tired all the time, but I think it’s from the lack of exercise and the increase in comfort food and Roberto Cavalli Vodka (not to mention wine from Napa—luckily that’s almost gone now).

    So much to write.


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