Today, before my BIG, important presentation, I clicked on Facebook to take a peek. Wouldn’t you know I found yet MORE pix, and this time, her NAME! Just the fact that she indeed has a name and is not a figment of my imagination threw me over the edge.
I had to take drastic measures. I know it sounds so melodramatic, but I finally, finally did a delete, delete, delete. FINALLY!
Deleted all emails, texts, and phone numbers. Blocked him in Facebook….shaking the whole time and pushing back tears.
I’m embarrassed to feel so incredibly sad about this, but it feels worse than when he left me in the beginning, because back then I didn’t think he knew what he was doing–like he’d done something so crazy and impulsive that he would eventually come to his senses and come back and love me again.
But now? Now I am replaced. By a beautiful blonde named Katie. In those pictures, it’s as if she’s posing in the exact same positions as I did just a few short weeks ago. THAT COULD BE ME IN THOSE PICTURES!
I’m so broken. I’m a mess. I’m an idiot.
But at least I deleted. Finally.
And now, I drink. And off to Los Angeles in the morning. Can’t wait for that hungover planeride.
**Almost forgot. Presentations went well!
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