Guess My Age in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)

  • Jan. 18, 2010, midnight
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PIC OF THE DAY!

Playing Guess My Age!

TODAY…

1. Thankful for fun, fun, fun!!

2. And kisses!

3. Thankful for a really great council meeting today where I was able to tell them that I had two interviews lined up this week.

4. Thankful to have two interviews lined up this week!

5. Thankful for another WONDERFUL yoga class tonight. Two hours of torture and then blisssssss.

I’m only posting this photo because it’s totally grainy and you can’t tell what the participants really look like, but let me tell you, last night was so much fun! This guy was VERY handsome (not beer goggles!) and so was everyone else.

To answer the question everyone has been asking (or not–I realize that most people have pretty distinct ideas about girls kissing each other trying to get attention, etc), I’m sorry to say that Cindy and I did not kiss. I can’t say I didn’t think about it, but I wouldn’t want it to do weird things with our relationship. See, she’s a former colleague of mine, and who knows when we will have to work together again, and not just that…there are too many things that are so great about our friendship that I don’t want to muck up. I really adore Cindy and we are building such an amazing friendship. She has been so undyingly supportive of me in pretty much any situation. I’m happy to say that we only get closer every time we do stuff together.

Now. There was this other girl who was dancing with all of us and I think I wanted to kiss HER but didn’t get the chance. I stuck with the boys. And it was all good, mostly clean fun.

Still, I don’t really know what came over me last night. At this point, I’m not going to question it any longer.

Another delicious yoga class tonight. Yoga Man is growing on me. He’s super careful not to touch me lately. I’m not 100% sure why. He still touches some of the other studients.

I saw him in the coffee shop this morning and had a little talk with him. For some reason, we ended up talking about dating (in general), and then I don’t know why, but I told him that I was dating someone who I think I really like. Oh boy, he was alllllll over that shit. Giving me all kinds of advice and looks and…he told me that once I give up the goods that I need to be completely open and pretty much a freak in bed. I thought it was hilarious coming from him for some reason. This guy is a FREAK simply walking down the hall!

Then. He called me later after I’d gone back to my loft and told me that he had something for me. I went out to meet him in the hallway. He brought me some kind of erotic video. I think it’s some soft core type stuff. He told me to watch the couple and see how their passion is portrayed in the movie. Great. Yoga man is personally delivering porn to my doorstep now. I’m not sure how to interpret that. Except, freak!

I’m still going to watch the movie, though. I’m very curious.

Anyway, speaking of porn, CC gets back from Vegas tomorrow. I’m going to pick him up at the airport and then we’re going to have a quick drink and then….he’s meeting a friend of mine who’s in town on a business trip! This will be the first friend meeting of mine and I can’t wait to hear what my friend Annie thinks about him.

I’m really looking forward to seeing CC again. He’s called and texted me several times a day from Vegas, telling me that he’s really enjoying whatever this is that we’re doing and just being all-around wonderful. Did I tell you that before he left he not only asked me out on our next date, but he scheduled our next TWO dates in advance! He’s so on top of it. I really, really, really like that about him.

Getting super curious about what it’s going to be like to sleep with him (because at this point, it’s pretty much a done deal), but again, I’m still not sure what the timing should be. I’m just not quite ready for my heart to be fully in this. I do NOT want to start getting all excited and emotional about this…whatever. Even though the more time we spend, even talking on the phone, getting to know each other, the more I really dig him.

Okay. I’m exhausted. I think I’m going to slip under the covers and drift off to sleep.

Goodnight kisses to EVERYONE!!!


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