On Leaving (Temporarily) in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)

  • Sept. 13, 2011, midnight
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So very busy lately. Same old story, eh?

I’m leaving on Thursday for Taiwan. Then Hong Kong, then Shenzhen, then Donguan, then Guangzhou, then Shanghai. Two weeks. I’m exhausted and not ready.

SexyPants is away on a biz trip. We will more than likely not see each other for three weeks…unless he can make it to Shanghai like we’ve been talking about. We’ll see.

SOS has been admitted to the new place. He’s doing really well which means he may get out in 4-6 months. He may stay for 9. We are hoping for 9 because that will mean he will have a full school year under his belt. That would be good. Plus, maybe it will have done him some real good…not just like the few weeks in the hospital or the other place he was released from two months ago.

Meanwhile, SexyPants and I shared a wonderful, lazy weekend. We needed that. SP’s blood pressure is almost normal again (!). OH! I didn’t tell you this: a couple of weeks ago, doctors found an aneurysm in SP’s aorta!! Yes. Poor guy can’t catch a freakin’ break. And all of this shiz with the kid has not been helping. Plus, once the ex-wife found out that he needed to reduce stress in his life, pretended to care and then managed to stab him repeatedly with her batshit kookoo ways. I want to strangle her!

Luckily, the aneurysm is not so bad that he needed surgery. If it gets bigger it becomes more dangerous and then he will undergo some major trauma, so let’s hope that he gets some good healing time in, yeah?

Regardless, once I get back from Asia SexyPants and I will have a few blissful months together and I am beyond thrilled. I am more in love with him than ever. Love is such an amazing thing.

It truly is wild how another human being added to the mix can really make you question things. I mean, seriously, my man is the most wonderful thing I’ve ever had in my life. But add his unstable hulk of a child and I question everything.

As usual, I have gotten the most brilliant advice here. I am still working through all my feelings. I have high hopes, but that doesn’t mean I fear the long road ahead. All this, and we aren’t even engaged. It feels like it, though.

Changes at work ahead. Do you remember Krab Kakes? She’s going to be my partner at work!!! I’m nervous about that too, but not as nervous as I would have been a year ago. It’s all good, and I need the help. Stay tuned for some drama on the work front.

I managed to connect with girlfriends over the last few weeks, but not enough. Just buried in work and this relationship stuff. I guess that’s fine. I just miss socializing. I hope to do a little of that while away, but it’s not as easy in a country where I don’t speak the language.

Anyway. need to get ready for work. Just wanted to pop in and give you a quickie (!!).

Love,
GS


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