Whelp.
SexyPants has been outta town and we got kinda disconnected, but I’m looking forward to getting back in touch tonight. I’m picking him up at the airport at 8PM, which means I’ll hang out close to the office until then.
Need to make a Target run anyway. There’s one close by.
It’s really amazing how easy it is to get out of whack, and I don’t know why that is. Is it my insecurity? His? A combination? It’s never anything bad, it’s just little things like he’s on conference calls or out with the boys or making other phone calls that he doesn’t take enough time out to connect with me–yet when I travel, he misses me and seems to be in constant contact. Why the double standard with our business travel? It’s like he can forget that he’s in a relationship when HE goes out of town. You know?
Then I get all bent out of shape and yet try to act all cool about it. Honestly, I want to pick my battles and not have this be an issue, but…truth be told, it’s one of the ONLY issues (save for SOS), and it bothers me. Issue it is.
We’ll work it out. We’ll compromise. I have no doubt. I love him so much!! I just don’t want to feel discounted and disconnected every time he goes on a business trip.
Work is wearing me down, and it’s Friday, and I’m just not into it to day (hence the entry). My boss just came by and told me in not so many words to get organized. I need to! It’s crazy and I should be getting organized. No. I WILL get organized. This is embarrassing. But I did get a great new monitor for my computer and I LOVE working on my computer now. Amazing what a difference a monitor makes!
Did I tell you that Krabby Kakes (remember her?) is going to be my new counterpart here at work? I think I did. I’m somewhat dreading it. She’s starting over here on November 3rd. She’s not as krabby as she used to be (at least not towards me), but she still has meltdowns and that’s kinda making me nervous about how we’re going to work together. We’ll make it happen. We have no choice. But I have a feeling she’s out looking for another job. We’ll see. Stay tuned.
OK. Need to finish organizing. I just wasted about an hour chit-chatting with my boss. A whole other story…
Have a great weekend!
Love,
GS
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