Where was I?
Everywhere. And I’m off again soon. I’m stressed and for the first time in a long time, I’m feeling a real need for some balance. I am completely out of sorts.
Things have been a blur from my last entry until now.
I am still so insanely in love with my sweet SexyPants, but have had two incidents recently where I’ve been less than sweet back to him. I’m starting to let some little things get to me, and I know I should let them go and save them for the biggies, but I have to figure out how to de-stress.
Wedding planning on top of working in the Wedding business is weird. People ask me simple questions about the plans and my blood pressure goes up, and I can’t even give coherent answers.
Interestingly enough, I have been approached by our marketing department to do a series of webisodes on my wedding planning! I’m not sure how I’m going to get through it if I freak every time someone mentions my plans.
On top of everything else, SexyPants and I both packed on the pounds over the holidays, and we are both miserable. We decided to skip drinking alcohol for a while because we both know that it does wonders for our waistlines.
Yesterday was NOT a good day to stop drinking!
We are on each other’s nerves a bit, and I need to figure out how to focus my energies awary from his direct line of fire. I love him toooooo much to become bitchy. I do not want that title–ever! Even for just a minute, and I feel like I’m already on my way. I just adore that man, so why the snip?
So many details to tell you! I want to write about the following, but I’m at work and need to head to a meeting. Here are some things I want to write about:
1. Christmas holidays and SP’s surgery
2. Sleeping through the New Year
3. Wedding stuff (because I need to!)
4. Work bullshit: new boss, the video stuff, and my upcoming travel (Paris! London! New York!)
5. The Mardi Gras Ball
6. SOS’s progress, and sometimes lack thereof: my one-on-one with his counselor.
7. Everything else going on in the world.
*8. Oh yeah, I moved in with SP! How could I forget?!
I love you and miss you and neeeeeeed you!!!
XOX,
Ginger
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