It's been a year and a day since I last wrote. Everything is awful except my school grades. I can't do anything, I'm not free, and I can't say anything because then they get angry and punish me by taking away my only form of entertainment. I WANT TO SAY THAT IF I'M STILL LIKE THIS WHEN I TURN 18, PLEASE DO SOMETHING. Since I have nothing else to do, I'll try to write here. Today I got a ten in math, and when I went to the bathroom, Sandra told me that someone had said I was handsome. I came in first in the biology Kahoot. I'm in 1st year, and my first-term grades are good:
-10: French, History, Religion, PE, and Music.
-9: Biology, English, and Math.
-8: Spanish
-7: Art
Art is a drag, just drawing and coloring. Spanish is difficult, and the rest is just so-so. I mean, I like to be positive, but with this shitty life it's impossible. It feels like I'm a girl from the 18th century. I have to do everything with consent and I can't contribute any of my thoughts because either they get angry and might punish me, or they laugh and don't take me seriously. Both things have happened to me.
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