Well I am finally back at Uni. Am I glad to be back? Yes and no. Yes because I have a room to myself and decent nights out to look forward to. No because I miss all of my friends back home (although it is good to see all of my friends down here).
I did get some bad news though. Due to the fact that the uni fucked up, I have to repeat first year. So instead of looking forward to finally going to Thailand in two years time I have to wait three years.
Ever had a period of time where you thought that nothing was ever going to go your way? Well that is what life feels like for me right now. The preson I got closest to entering a relationship with over the holidays sent me a text message telling me that she is at the other side of the country. So I am confused. Should I go for it or not? On the one hand I have done the long distance relationship thing before and I know it will not work. Then again the chances of finding someone else are so small they cannot be measured.
Maybe I should get the other thing sorted out first.
Still at least this year will be easy enough for me as I all ready know what I am doing (or thats the theory anyway).
I am trying to think happy thoughts but the darkness keeps taking over.

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