I was just thinking. If I had the money, how much would I get from this site.
I got another test from SciPhi. I am:
Which Evil Criminal are You?
Also remember, you have till tomorrow to vote in my my poll diary. At the moment, it’s not very representative.
I’m sick of being alone. Not an unfamiliar complaint from me, I know, but I think it has been heightened by the new Belle & Sebastian song I’m Waking Up To Us:
I need someone to take some pride in something I do
You need a man who’s either rich or losing a screw
You know I love you here’s the irony
You’re going to walk away intact
I think you never liked me anyway
You like yourself and you like
Men to kiss your arse
Expensive clothes
Please stop me there
I think I’m waking up to us
We’re a disaster
You don’t want to know me
‘Cause you walk in
Circles of the brave
Where art defines their lives
She was the one love of my life, and I let her go
And if I look like death today,
Then please let her know
I never wanted to do her harm
I only wanted her to see
The beauty of the world surounding her
But when she opened up her eyes
It’s much to late
Our chance has gone
She’s with a guy
Who takes the prize for everything I ever showed her
Digging all the fun
Because she’s older
I fed her with a spoon
I made her mother smile
I helped the kid survive
She was the one love of my life,
She showed me the road
I loved her dog, her steady gaze, the chapter is closed
I always wanted all the best for her
The best thing was to stay away
She grew up and she left the rest of us
And now the understanding’s gone
I haven’t changed, how could I?
I’m pretty much the same person
I can’t keep the anger hidden anymore
But lucky for you, you are not around
My anger turns to pity and to love
The season has arrived.
I kind of know how the person in this song feels. Maybe it’s just extremely bad karma that I’ve accumulated over the years. But it’s still getting to me. Yet another bloody christmas on my own. I can’t stand it.
And you know that all that I will see is couples. Everyfuckingwhere I go. Cos that is what happens. And it will drive me fucking insane.
Does anyone know how I can reverse karma?
Will
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