I’ve been getting those little flutters in my lower abdomen that I had the last time I was pregnant. My period, based on my new 26-day cycle, is due on Saturday, so I tested this morning. I got a negative reading, and surprisingly, I’m okay with it. I’ve been trying to do a lot of soul searching and self-discovery and I’m really starting to appreciate the power of patience. I just quit smoking. I am trying to get my body in healthy, working order to carry a child. I can’t expect miracles to happen right off the bat, and I can’t get discouraged when things don’t work out exactly how I want them too. I am only 26 years old. I have plenty of time in the next few years to get pregnant and have a baby. Right now, I need to be focusing on my health and my needs. I need to work on my relationship with my husband being the best it can be. I need to work on my anxiety, my depression, my mood swings. I need to nourish my mind and my body. All of these things are going to take time and effort, and I need to stop acting like I’m running out of both.
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