12-12 in scarlet_dragon

I managed to force myself to wrap up the rest of my son’s Christmas gifts and Birthday gifts. I think I might still place an Amazon order..but not sure. Feel like I’m in that final stretch of 10,000 things on my mind. I’m going on day two of a headache.
I need to call around to see if anyone doctors are taking new patients because I need to be seen like weeks ago.
I think I need to fit in rolling out cut out cookies and baking and frosting them tomorrow before my son goes to work in the afternoon. My Saturday mornings tend to be busy with an online game we play. Not something I need to do so if other things need done I will do those but I still like to get on early and take care of things in the game.
I dunno maybe I need to drop some of my time sinks that do nothing for me.
I haven’t been doing well keeping up with the copying and pasting OpenDiary entries. I usually do it in the evening but last night my head was hurting so I just laid in bed.
I’m in 2009 on there. So about 10 years left to go through. That counting the years they were closed and nothing was written there.
I still wonder if I should just abandon the whole project or not. Is it worth it in the end? Will I really come back through these and read them again? They bring up a lot of sad feelings that I don’t want to sit with.
Anywho. I think I’m going to get going. My Mom told my husband she was planning on coming down to visit the day after Christmas. But she messaged me yesterday saying she wasn’t sure when she was coming. So now I’m not sure. I guess I clean up like usual and whenever she gets here or she doesn’t whatever.
The spare room being the one I need to focus on the most. It’s a big mess right now with wrapping paper and things all over.