i try really hard to be strong, i really do. but god it’s so hard anymore. i feel so lonely a lot of the times without a real friend in my life. a girl friend. my boyfriend is so great & can usually help but i just need that female friend in my life. i’m not sure what i did in life to deserve this. i really don’t understand. i’ve never just not had a best friend… & this feeling is so weird. kagon always tells me bri is my friend but he doesn’t get it. she’s not my best friend. she was getting ready with sarah today. they’re gonna go out i think. but she didn’t invite me. i prolly wouldn’t have went anyways but it would have been so nice to get an invite. i feel so alone.
& on another note, some stupid bitch commented on my status on facebook & made me super mad. i don’t understand why people can’t just leave me alone. motherfuckers i was in a hospital a few months ago on my damn deathbed yet you all still attack me. just leave me alone!!! so what i got mad at someone for dying their hair the same color as me! WHO CARES. i can get mad at whatever i want! i have a problem that makes me get mad at stupid things. get over it. sorry i don’t like to be copied & that i just like to be me without someone trying to take it away from me. i’m so sick of people. so fucking sick. 
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