I told my wife I applied for a part time position with Fed Ex for when I get off at my full time job. When I'm finally able to return to work. I'm not sure when that will be. I was hoping to return today but, trick or treating with the kids lastnight and all of the walking I believe caused damage to my foot. I looked at my shoe and it was soaked in blood.
Backstory. In July I was diagnosed with osteomyelitis in my right big toe, I've been admitted into the hospital twice with sepsis since then. Doctors have had me out on medical leave and want me to stay off of my foot so the infection doesn't spread farther into my foot. It has been looking really good and my infectious disease doctor said that she felt that if I felt up to it I could return. Well, I was going to today but lastnight I think proceed I want ready. Between the conquer pressure off the walking and for rubbing in my shoe it formed a blister and popped. Now it's open to infection, again. They want me to stay off of it for a while longer at least until I can get in and see my infectious disease doctor again. Hopefully beginning of the week.
Back to lastnight. After a few miles of trick or treating we went to the car and my wife realized she lost the key somewhere while we were trick or treating. We walked our route again looking and ultimately had to walk home. Thankfully, the parents we went with were able to take our son home with them and we picked him up when we got to our other vehicle. Overall we walked probably 5 or 6 miles total. My foot didn't hold up.
Back to the job application. You would have to read my last entry to understand why i feel the way i feel. Her response to me looking for a part time position was, "Before the holidays? They're going to kill you." No mention of her trying to find a job just that I might get worked to death. She also knows I'm trying to go back to school. To improve OUR situation and lives. We're also going through bancruptcy because of the medical bills and everything since she she had to quit working. She's able to work, she finds excuses as to why it wouldn't be easy. I've even talked to her about a work from home job and it's always an excuse. I'm almost at my breaking point.
Am I wrong to feel how I feel?
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