I have been on Wellbutrin for depression for a week. This morning I got out of bed holding Leo and I got light headed. I screamed at my husband to take the baby. He grabbed the baby I rolled my eyes and I fell face first into the bed and I slid into the floor. My husband was in shock. Mom checked my pulse and Talan shook me until I woke up. Mom later told me I was passed out for 2 minutes. Come to find out one of the side effects is a dip in blood pressure. I was so surprised I passed out. Most of the time my blood pressure is high and I am on blood pressure medications to keep it normal. I am pretty sure I need to talk to my psychiatrist about this side effect. Wellbutrin might not be my medication of choice.
I was up almost the entire night taking care of Leo. I was so exhausted. Mom kept telling me to go to sleep. My mom walked into the bedroom later to see I fell asleep with Leo in the bed. Leo was screaming and kicking my head while I snored soundly. My mom took Leo and took care of him while I rested. When I woke up and didn't see the baby I was digging around in the bed looking for the baby. I screamed for mom and Talan. I was panicking. When I walked into the living room Talan was bottle feeding the baby. He told me good morning. He has no idea I almost cried.
My husband Talan went outside to discover mom got a generator free on temu. My husband lectured mom and they argued for over an hour. I told him if he thinks it's taking to much room here. I will drop it off in Mom's garage at her house instead keeping it at my trailer. He got angry when I was going to take it to moms. He told us we were hoarders and wanted to know why I let mom buy it. I told Talan I knew nothing about it until it was delivered. Talan wants to put it underneath the trailer. He better install a lock on the door before he does that. Lots of people would love to have a new generator.
Today I drove to moms to drop some extra trash in her cans. While I was cleaning the car out my husband called me. Mom went to bed leaving him with Leo. She decided she was done arguing. Talan criticized us for buying Dryper Diapers. Leo decided to fill up a Luvs diaper my husband put on him. Leo overflowed the diaper and soaked my husband in feces. My husband patiently waited for Leo to be done. Talan swore he needs therapy because of all the feces Leo's diaper leaked. Talan no longer says Dryper are a waste of money. He told me never buy Luvs again. I think he found his favorite type of diapers.
Earlier today my husband called himself cleaning and put a bunch of stuff in the floor. He cleaned it a while and abandoned the pile. His ADHD was looking for dopamine. He got upset with me for cleaning his pile. He told me leave it alone. He can start projects but can never finish them. He handed me Leo to keep me from finishing his project.
My husband wanted me to join mijx martial arts today. He grew upset when I told him I was going stay home and clean up the mess he left in the living room. He decided he wasnt going to class. I told him it's good for his health. I didn't have the heart to tell him I need a break from his complaints. Please go away.
While mom watches Leo I am going to see if Ollie's has more Dryper Diapers. They are really cheap but very effective in taking care of Leo's feces and urine.
People find it weird I keep Leo in the house if I take him out when people are normally in their houses. He was born in July,a premie he was born at 32 weeks. There are to many diseases he can catch if people get to close. I decided keep Leo in the house until he is healthier. I love him and want him safe. Even my best friend Tella sees him on webcam. She knows I hang out online for Leo's safety.
I am still so tired..maybe tonight Leo might let me sleep...
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