Today is my birthday. Honestly it makes me feel a little bit depressed. I turned 35 today, and I just don’t know that I’m where I want to be in my life at 35.
Time seems to go so much faster the older you get. It doesn’t seem so long ago that I was 18 or 19 thinking that 35 was so old. I know I still look young, I always get carded when I’m out but that will fade eventually.
I’m just not very happy today. My brother text me this morning happy 53rd birthday and I just started bawling. I’m not married, I don’t have any children, I really don’t like my job so much. But when you make a decent living it’s kind of hard to just quit when you have nothing to fall back on.
Hopefully this feeling will fade, but I have just been so depressed today. I know I should just look to the positive, I have been flooded with messages wishing me a happy birthday.. But it’s not the same as having a special someone there to wish you a happy birthday and take you out.
I know I should do something about it. If you aren’t happy in your life, you should change or make changes but that’s easier said than done. I don’t know.
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