The biggest lie I ever told…
I’m okay.
So many times I answer with this… but it’s really not true sometimes. But I don’t think that most people would understand the clusterfuck of feelings in my mind sometimes. Plus there are not that many people I trust to speak completely freely with about these things.
So many times I’ve tried to write them out, and I just stare at a blank screen here or a blank sheet of paper, and I can’t do it. Usually when I go for long periods of time without writing… that’s what’s going on. The last month has royally sucked, and I still haven’t decompensated from it all yet.
I’m afraid of that day when it comes. And I know it’s on the way. When it gets here, I’ll need all the help I can get. But I’ll probably lie, yanno.
I’m okay. Thanks for asking.
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