A million little fires. in scarlet_dragon

It’s really easy to slip into a depressive mood, let me tell you. Between the constant state of what feels like the country on fire most of the time and then my general health and wellness, it’s just easy.
Right now I’m in physical pain so that just makes my mood super depressive from the get go. My son’s Math teacher called me to let me know that he’s currently sitting at a 45 in the class. So that’s freaking awesome. She thinks it’d be better for him to move down to algebra 1.5 and try Algebra 2 next year. So that’s super fun. He’s never had issues in Math and now here we are.
All of this led into my questioning why I’ve been fielding all the school calls lately when my husbands number should be 1 on the list. Well he realized his phones’ been on do not disturb mode for at least 4-6 days now. So that’s why.
I don’t know. I thought this year would be calm and collected in school but here we are again he’s dropped down in English classes and now math. I might have to have a discussion with my husband later on what else are options are if this trend doesn’t get better. Because our son getting a job but failing school isn’t in the cards.
So between feeling like literal shit, the phones calls and then US current events I’m just done most days. I feel like checking out of social media and leaving it alone. I should just focus on my 400 books I have to read and trying only getting on social media once a day maybe mid day or something. Because I can’t keep living in this depressive state.
I had spent my morning working on some of the long to do lists for around the house so I might just go back to working on that and getting my mind off things.