Leave me alone in motherhood in Life of a Mama Cat

 My husband wants everyone to know the baby is home. Due to my depression and trying to recover from emergency surgery I want to take care of my son in my home in private. Excuse me if changing my son's diapers while I am wearing a diaper. Excuse the leaking breasts. I am failing at pumping for my son. This makes me feel unsocial. I don't like people at my house. You want an hour of social time fine but don't expect me to let you stay in my house while I am trying figure out motherhood. I can visit for an hour in public than I deserve peace in my own home. I am not a zoo. I don't want to be stared at thanks..thanks now go away. Y'all wasn't here in the first place. I didn't even have a baby shower before my child's birth because I wanted to be left alone because NICU babies are challenging. I am tired