I wish I wasn’t always in so much pain. I wish I wasn’t so tired all the time. I wish caffeine did something for me. Woke me up. Perked me up. Anything. But of course not. I just drink cup after cup for what seems like no reason.
I totaled up what I “ate” so far.
A cup of coffee: two sugars and creamer - 50 calories
Coke Zero - 0 calories
Compleat: 3 bottles - 1,050 calories (but this goes in my feeding tube each night)
We all see where the bulk of my calories come from. I still have two protein shakes to get through today. They both taste good and have very few calories but still. Each might be another… 130? I believe? Looks like it’s coffee with two sugars and skinny syrup all day for me.

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