Life is wild…kinda. I have the worst depression I have ever had. I hate that feeling. I am between jobs but receiving unemployment (I pray). I requested my first check on Wednesday and I will see if I get paid in 2-3 business days. Today is the 2nd business day. I have had a few interviews. There is one that I really want and I have a 3rd and final interview on Monday to see if I mesh with the team. I have no problem putting on a happy face for a few hours. I am not defined by a job but then again being unemployed is the source for my depression currently. I never leave my house unless I need food.
I may go back home tomorrow because I need my hair colored. I sent a text my sis last night about my depression and she never responded. She carried me though. I don’t blame her.
My ex Kevin texted me yesterday that he is wanting to get a loan for 55k to buy some land and a little house that he use to live in. It’s kinda a shack…he lived there when he and I met. I begged him to get a bank account years ago and he never would….now he sees why he needs a bank account. IDK…he owes me money and he only pays if I ask,,,I stopped asking. I don’t care anymore. ‘
Anyway, just talking nonsense on here this morning. Hope I make it another day.
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