Tw: transphobia
Was it really all his fault? I think it was definitely at least partially my father’s fault. They are getting separated which they have been needing for awhile it wasn’t healthy for either of them. So I’m glad for that but I can’t help but be mad at him and blame him. But why? Because this was his second marriage so the only common denominator is he, because I think he cares more about himself, about Jessica than me, because my mom would drink to not feel bad about what he was doing. But all these things I could debunk with logic and reason, so they can’t be good reasons to be upset at him. And some things I can’t be upset about with just him because mom does it to. It’s not fair to him but I still do it. WHY?!
because of the separation mom and me have having a lot of talks about how I feel, about how she feels and we will inevitably get to talking about my father and she will say some not nice things about him and I agree but I can’t help but feel hypocritical. She’ll say he wants to go run off and be a woman that he is an it. But how can I agree when I like someone who is trans. I believe in trans rights, that people should be able to be who they are and live authentically them but not want that for my own father. I told my friend this and they said I don’t think it’s the fact that he’s trans but who he is as a person. So maybe that’s it because he has done so many things I don’t like he has been selfish and a Lier but I still love him because he is my dad.
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