If Heaven had headphones...
I'd talk to him about things he wouldn't really care about but just to hear him scold me for crying. Not in a bad way. I know exactly what he would say. He would make that clicking sound with his mouth. I can't explain it, but I do it too when I'm annoyed with something. Then he'd shake his head and tell me not to worry about it, that I need to only worry about myself. Nobody else is going to help me but myself. I need to only rely on myself, not on anyone else.
I know this is all incredible unhelpful in many ways, but at the same time, it is good advice to remember when I find myself alone in a tough situation. Honestly, it would mainly be comforting to my heart just to hear those familiar words. To feel that safety in his words. To know he'd protect me if I needed it.
I just don't have that anymore.
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