I’m not suicidal, there’s a ton I look forward to. I’m not depressed, no, or maybe I am, the seasonal kind, that comes and goes in waves. But that is not what this post is about.
I’ve lately come to this sad realisation that maybe no matter how hard I try or value relationships in my life, the other person will still one day be just used to a life without me, not much will change for them. Okay if someoday something happened to my suddenly, obviouly they would care. Maybe out of love, or guilt or pain of suddenly losing someone will definitely affect them..but if it happened slowly? that they don’t even realize…they might just forget me, and move one, and continue life without thinking about me.

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