About me in Life

I'm a very introverted teen. I don't know how to start conversations. I'm not mentally stable. I don't have a phone. I'm not the prettiest or smartest. It takes me a few for things to process through my brain. I haven't seen my family in over a year. I'm in foster care. I've been to detention centers. I've had residential placement because of my behavior. I've been in foster care for a little over a year now. I have been through a lot but I know there are people out there who have it worse than I do. But there are also people who has life handed to them. I have really bad anger issues (known as DMDD). I just wish someone would want to be my friend because of who I truly am instead of being fake and talking about me behind my back.