As expected, failed my driving test. I live in a state where you unfortunately don’t actually go out on the road to do your test but instead take it in a parking lot. Did every manevour correctly and well, except (as I expected) the parking.
Right as I turned in, I hit the cone. Immediately knew I failed. Frustrated because I can park just fine in smaller vehicles but the only car I can take the test in is an SUV and I fucking hate driving that car.
For days, people were telling me that I was going to do just fine and pass and while I appreciate their enthusiasm and support, doesn’t really make me feel better when I fail. When everyone believes in you and you fail, you seem to let them all down y’know?
Hell a family friend wanted to throw a little “Congratulations” party because she was sure as hell I would pass this morning. Well, now I have a very awkward evening event to attend. Ain’t life just grand?
I’m leaving the state on Sunday for over a month so unfortunately I can’t practice or take the test until August. I hope that being away will make me temporary forget about it, but I have my doubts.

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