Maybe without so much feeling would be better. Another round of announcements on facebook today. I should really just exit social media or stick to instagram where I follow a lot of people but none that I actually know in real life.
Had a really long talk with my husband last night. There were tears. Lots of them. There were also sentiments like ‘I know that you don’t understand my feelings, but sometimes I wish you would just try.’ Poor guy. I know that he’s trying. I’m just feeling an incredible amount of pressure from a desire that I’m clingy so tightly to. I don’t really know how to deal with this.
He brought up an interesting point while we were talking. He mentioned that he felt like I need him to be my girl friend but that he doesn’t know how to do that. He’s right. So, operation girls weekend is commencing. I need to plan a couple of get-togethers with my girl friends. I think that will go a long way in restoring some balance.
I want us to find some peace in this process. I want more than anything for this to work itself out. There is a lot of anxiety and uncertainty, things neither of us are really great at handling. But, we are communicating and we’re determined to keep it together.
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