Yes. I do have a trauma therapist and my life has been forever changed.
I realize where I want wrong on my end and maybe this has a chance. He’s a good Dom that has caused no harm to me. It feels like we’re negotiating and are finally communicating in the way we should have been all along. Things can get better. The cards on the day I ended things advised against it twice and I didn’t listen because it was illogical. Maybe it won’t get better or it’s not fixed, but right now it’s a wait and see. Can this be a combination of Max and Caleb? I know what to do with my story now. I need to discontinue my codependent behaviors on MY part and let people be resourceful and figure their stuff out. I’m learning so much from this.
The last day of ego death and I have so much clarity and improved functioning. All the progress of the month is shown the week after. I wish I felt like this all the time-I truly do. I feel healthy and alive.
My parts are calm…no arguing…Kara isn’t returning afraid of men. I’m not sure what to make of this.
love
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