All the quality time we spend together, feels like a transaction, like you gave me your time, so I need to pay you back with my body, should a relationship feel like this?
I want to believe you when you make these big promises, I have no proof those are lies, I feel happy when I hear them, but the next second I’m thinking “I’m not buying your bullshit” should a relationship feel like this?
I might not be everything you wanted, but I expect you to accept me the way I am. I know there’s always the need to grow with each other, change, compromise, adjust, but you still need to love me the way I am. Why does it feel like you love the potential you see in me, like you are always looking for things that can be better about me? Should a relationship feel like this?
I don’t know if I’m afraid of losing you, or afraid of the fact I might not find anyone else, if not you…Should a relationship feel like this?
I think I know the answer, I think I know what I need to do. My mind functions, body cannot take action, words that come out of my mouth aren’t the same as what’s going on in my head. I’m addicted to the serotonin boost, I feel for a few while I’m around you.
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