I need to talk about my husband.
He found an old journal over the weekend and read aloud to me. I realized that the stories he told me about his ex-girlfriends were much more one-sided than I thought when he first told them to me. I heard him mercilessly mock and shame her for things that were not her fault.
It sent a shiver down my spine. I recognized this anger in my husband, the cutting and sarcastic comments he always denies. The condescending way he talks about me in front of other people... it suddenly seemed very obvious.
And he saw nothing wrong with it. He laughed, no- scoffed, like he does. The way he scoffs at me when I tell him he is hurting me. The way he rolls his eyes when I start to cry.
I feel sick thinking about it.
I just need a place to document the facts. The truth. My truth. I don't have anyone else who will hear me.
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