These last two days have blown at work and in other ways.
Yesterday. I was rotating the fireplace stock and putting away the truck and I stacked a pallet with fireplace on top of another, I thought my forks were all the way out, and I go to make a right turn with the forklift and dropped two fireplaces. The one on top and another one underneath it. The only damage was to the non-combustible hardboard that surrounds them. One of my Co-workers who is a total backstabber just stood there and looked at me. He offered no help but sure as hell didn’t waste any time going up and telling the boss about it. Not only did I have this guy on me but I had my boss as well. They just ended up ordering the hardboard. The boss is on edge because inventory will be four weeks from yesterday.
That wasn’t the only thing that happened yesterday. I texted Delia yesterday morning to see if she had found out if she could go to the harvest carnival with me today. She texted me back saying. I was meaning to get back to you but I can’t go with you. Alright, that’s fine but if she’s meaning to get back to me, she knows my number and where I live as well.
I just went into this funk because of everything that happened yesterday. I did nothing last night, just played with the phone and put music on it.
This morning, I woke up and paid my credit card off and went to work. My left leg/hip area was hurting all day. I just wasn’t in a good mood. I refuse to leave myself to simmer in this mood. Tonight is fish fry at Village Inn. I’m all in.
I’ve also made some decisions. First of all, I am going to play hard to get. I have always done all the chasing, made the moves, initiated a bunch of things, now is the time to let her show me that she wants me. I’ve done all that shit and it’s come to nothing. I am about to start “getting busy”. What I mean by that is, I am Widowed, I’m still young and I’ve got a lot of good things going for me. I need to fine tune some things but nothing major. The Stock show is coming up in a couple of months, I already have a killer outfit. The car will be up and running before the end of next month. I just need to get some more clothes, pants in particular and visit the dentist, which I will do next month. I’ve got my Saturday nites now that I will be at the rescue mission, which reminds me that I can ask around and network with people and see what’s involved in starting a non-profit, which is in my mind these days. Friday nites I’m going to start going out dancing, and Sunday nites they have free country dance lessons at the club. That’s my deal right there.
Tonite, I have the fish fry that I’m going to. Tomorrow, I’m going to do the rescue mission which I know will be so much fun because it’s what I’ve wanted to do for so long, and now finally that day is here. Sunday, is Church but on the way home I’m going to the discount theater and watching a picture show called The Giver, which looks good. I’m going to start going out more, and have much less of my ass sitting in my dual recliner nite after nite.
I really am a bit limited right now in what I can do and places I can get to until I get the car running, but you know what? It hasn’t been up and running in a year and a half. The time is now. I’m going to start making some friends at Church and opening myself up more to people as much as I can. I need to develop a new comfort zone for myself, because the one I’ve been in has isolated myself from a whole bunch of happiness I could’ve been experiencing.
What I really need to do like right away is start getting some flexibility back into my body, just by stretching every day or once a day, either in the morning of the evening when I get home. I still have my gym that I pay every month, it’s only $10. I know that I don’t have my car to get there, but honestly I didn’t think that I wouldn’t be driving for this long either. It’s all about to end. Next week, on Tuesday I’m going to get the re-instatement done. That’ll leave the insurance, the starter and the emissions test. Once I have that, I can get t6he temporary tag and be up and running. I already have the brakes and my boy Sam said he’d hook me up with them.
Time is going by and changes need to be made to get the results that I want. I need to get a second job, and start putting the extra monies away. That’s what is on my to do list tomorrow. Well, actually I’ll start on that today. I have to sign up for another hour here in a few minutes.
Cheers,
Cbj
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