November is my favorite month. I like March too. November and March are my favorite months. November just feels so mysterious and magical? Can't think of a better word than magical. In PA November is really when the bitter cold starts coming. The bone deep cold days. At least to what I'm used to. I like the cold. I definitely prefer the cold more than hot. I just like the feel of November.
The average male life span in America is 78 I think. Or at least the last time I knew. So I will only experience approximately 78 Novembers. Its different when you put it that way right? I think so.
Today I didn't do much. Worked 2-10. Hung with Daniel. And Carlos. Its weird. I like hanging with Daniel but I keep feeling myself pull towards just relaxing at my house and just relaxing. Shouldn't kids my age want to go out a lot? Oh well. Like I said, I will hang with people if they hit me up. But I'm done hitting people up. At least for a good while.
I still got my workouts. And wrote my diary entry. It feels good to do those three things. Work, workout, and write my entry. As long as I at the very least accomplish those things It was a productive day. On days when I don't work I should workout and write more. Huh. I will do that.
I like working out. It keeps me humble. If that makes sense. Some days I don't want to do them. But I tell myself to just shut up and do it. Afterwards I feel good. I've been an athlete my whole life. But know that I workout by myself Its different. Nobody is pushing me. Nobody is coaching me. I'm pushing myself and I'm my coach. I know I can't expect results overnight. It takes patience. Having a routine keeps me grounded I guess. I don't know.
I feel better after writing my kind of emotional entry yesterday. It was good to get it out. I did think of Ashley a couple of times.
Yeah. So now I'm going to maybe try and read some of my book. Depends on how tired I feel once I'm done writing. Or maybe listen to some comedy stations on Pandora. If I fall asleep now I will get a full nights sleep. I do love sleep. I work 4-midnight. Work's been better. I am focusing more. Not sure why more than usual.
In a good mood overall tonight. :) Goodnight everyone.
Number 22.
If you could use a voodoo doll to hurt anyone you chose, would you?
I'd like to say I wouldn't but I don't know. This one would be really tempting. I'm moody.
Hmmm. It's easy to say I wouldn't. But I might. I just can't imagine what I would do if I actually had one.
No. I would not use it. I would want to soooooo badly. But I just don't think I would end up using it. I wouldn't mess with it.
No. I wouldn't want to touch it. I'd be scared of it.
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