OD is working properly for me Sunday, October 27, 2013
OD is working properly for me!!
I'm thinking about stuff. Not bad thinking though. It used to be when I would think late at night it would turn sour. My thoughts would go negative. Now my thoughts revolve around my next day. Around my immediate or near future goals. I have nothing tying me down right now and its nice. What's better is the fact that, while I'm relatively stress free right now, I've been feeling the need to better myself and want more in life. I'm not growing content. It's refreshing to know that I am, too an extent, self-motivated. For the first 17 years of my life I've been told exactly what to do. My life was mostly in control of my elders. Now that I have nobody telling me what to do I am happy to see myself growing up. I am confident in myself for the first time.
I need some new music.
I watched three movies just now.
The Heat (Sandra Bullock) really funny 4/5
Now You See Me 3.5/5
Trance, Loved this one 4/5
I am tired at the moment. I have work 3-11 tomorrow. I am still gonna get like 7.5 hours of sleep so I'm good. I work with Ashley tomorrow. We shall see if her being nice continues.
I'm learning to not worry about potential problems. To not worry about problems that aren't even problems. Worries are a false piece of stress that your brain creates. Why worry about things that don't exist yet? Problems that might not even become REAL.

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