Waiting isn’t easy for me, not at all. I struggle with stillness and inaction. Even when there is nothing to do, I still struggle with it. For instance, today you dealt with a lot of hard things. All of those things out of my control and reach to assist with in any way. Tomorrow will be the same. I struggle being unable to help or alleviate. However, I can be patient, not because I’m good at it or learned to do it well, but because I know you are more than worthy of the wait and not waiting would be like trying not to breath at this point.
To be completely transparent it is hard not to pop a gummy or suck down some fart waters to make time flow a bit smoother. Grease the wheels of relativity. I try to work through my back logged reading list instead but of course that makes me think of you since half of those books are your suggestions. I can shut my brain off and watch funny videos but then I see something particularly funny and wish I could send it to you. My back logged watch list is the same as the books. How you have managed to permeate my life so thoroughly from so far away is a welcome marvel.
I love you.
In my head that comes with a kiss on your cheek and neck. Its so vivid in my mind. I can’t wait to make it a reality.
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